Confession 891

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I was raped when i was around 8 years old by a boy, and I am a boy as well. He forced me to do sexual things with him even though i was only 8 and was threatrning to kill my family if i said anything. He also used to make me tale drugs, he put drugs in oranges and force fed me. I am suicidal and i will still be until i find him and confront him about it. I have tried severally but i still cant make it through. I just cant live with myself. Im hurting inside and i need help but i will ask for it when its much deeded.